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Bye

All my respect for Paul. I thank you for allowing me to fall on my face and make an ass of myself while figuring it the fuck out. I'm alive and mostly physically well, may your good deeds come back to you.

All my respect for Jack. If I hadn't been DEATHLY ill, I imagine I would have married you and remained a big fat fucking nobody, having again gotten my MRS. Instead, I got a growth experience where you also allowed me to fall on my face and figure it the fuck out myself in spite of living in terror that I would take you down with me.

The HN moderator Dan Gackle apparently wants me back, which is not news to me. I have always respected his work. He's a better moderator than the one he replaced -- Paul Graham -- and I learned a lot from him when I'm usually ROLLING my eyes and internally screaming about what IDIOTS most moderators are.

But I'm not interested in being a DEI member of the leader board. Thanks, but no thanks.

Even if I never participate again, I can still claim the title of being the first -- and second -- woman on the leaderboard.

Colin, Patrick, Thomas: Please kindly go fuck yourselves, you assholes. See also: Posers and this piece.

Many of the rest of you probably deserve to burn in hell with them. Respect for women not exactly being commonplace among you.

If I were a man, I think I would probably be revolutionizing medicine and have public praise and scads of money for it. Instead, I'm hoping to comic and make clothes and somehow escape poverty with these inane, pointless activities. 

Not exactly the Hacker News wheelhouse. 

I imagine Dan Gackle means well, but promoting every stupid thing I post for stupid reasons undermines my years of hard work in good faith and the many years Paul and Jack LET me actually earn my place there at substantial cost to probably all three of us.

Sorry, no, YOU wanting a woman on the leaderboard or whatever doesn't fix what is a group dynamics issue. Go back to moderator school and take a few more classes.

Or don't.  It's not important. You still suck less than all other moderators on the planet.

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